Can I keep my commitment? Will I be able to do it?” These questions rang constantly in my mind, the moment I knew it was Guru Purnima…I am a person who has so much TO DO LISTS in life but I rarely keep my promise to myself. So, I was pretty sure I am not going to do it…I will again break a commitment…I knew it. Moreover, I didn’t have guts to meet her, to face her and to tell her what I wanted to say since seven years. To say sorry to a person whom you have hurt a lot and to mean it needs huge courage.
And I knew it that day. However sometimes in life, you have such a good partner who pushes you to do things, who gives you a little courage, and, with their support, you feel like you can do anything in life. And I am lucky that I fall in that category. My To Do List on that day was so simple. It was to meet a teacher, to greet her Guru Purnima, to gift her with something special and finally to say sorry for a mistake I did in class 10. I call her Pancha Guruaama. —richabhattarai.blogspot.com