Again and again

What is it like not being who you are, not acting like you normally are; not for a day or a few days but for weeks, months and years? It is a pity and very much painful, yes it is; dropped in the depth of illusion that is what it feels like.

The dogma and realism of life haunt you and tend to tear you apart until you fall down like a corpse and yes you guessed it wrong it still is not over yet. Time and life have a good rivalry between them and the latter always finds itself on the losing side again and again. Time can play with life anytime but life cannot twist a twig of the almighty time even if it wants to.

In the meantime, organizing this transition of life within this short period is very difficult and those who do so are very happy, It is as simple as this.

This creates a phase of distortion in you, not being who you really are, trying to cosplay others and copying the so called realistic behaviors of the modern society, a society designed for people who are good at being not who they really are and acting like fools every day by the same act of completing the 24 hours of time doing the same thing following the same order sequentially just to start the following day for doing the same thing. This can’t be the life you imagined when you were a little kid, this cannot be the same you, you saw some ten years ago.

These are all the illusions and boundaries of modern society you get bound by as you grow up. Living in the real world with an unreal persona. Gazing from the glass prison we build for ourselves is what is constantly going on with us today.

Moreover those people who stare at the moon and stars at night are regarded as being eccentric, those  who climb high mountain peaks are called brave and those who love to travel in the jungles and love mother  nature are called different in today`s world where people who earn a lot, have nice houses and vehicles are considered gentlemen above the rest. Time has changed and so has the watch.

The beautiful and majestic scenery of rainbows and gentle flowing rivers are often ignored, while these days views of the mountains and forests are enjoyed in the screens of a few inches.

Such is this world today given the name 21st century where virtuality has swept the reality and the unreal has replaced the real. This is a whole phenomenon which has engulfed all of us and I am not an exception, I believe.