Follow your dream — I


I was doing a diploma course. When the course ended, placements started. The first company came and I was not selected. My roommate got selected though. I felt good for her, but miserable myself because I started thinking

that I’m not worth

anything good.

I’m worthless. My roommate had not come in until dark and I was feeling so miserable that I did not even want to enter the

room we shared because

I had memories of both

of us studying in it all through the course.

I felt so miserable that I found myself crying standing on the road talking to one of my classmates, unable to control my tears.

When my roommate came, she consoled me, said all the words to encourage me, pointed out the mistakes I had made in the interview so that I would do better the next day. She made me gather strength for the next set of companies that were scheduled to come the next day.

She went to bed, saying that I should wake her up if I wanted to know something about the topics we had to study for the interview. After she went to sleep, I started saying to myself half-heartedly, “Tomorrow is MY day. The company cannot go without selecting me. I

will get myself selected

tomorrow.” I did not feel

this from deep inside

but I kept on saying this

the whole night, probably

in my sleep too, and in the morning until I faced my

interview.

It went ok, not too good. Still I kept on saying these one-liners to myself but now there was a difference. I found a little belief started growing that “It actually

IS my day” and now it was not half-heartedly that I said all that, I started to believe it. I was so charged up by this time by my growing belief that I found myself totally at ease. — wow4u.com