LONDON: Hollywood actress Sandra Bullock says she is a very difficult wife and is amazed how her husband can live with her. “I know I am not easy to deal with. I am controlling and I want everything orderly and I need lists. My mind goes a mile a minute. I am difficult on every single level. I am aware that I can be annoying,” femalefirst.co.uk quoted Bullock as saying. Bullock, who is married to motorbike enthusiast Jesse James, says that she had warned him about her habits before embarking on a relationship with him. “I had no intention of going out with him. I said no for a month, but then I got to know him. I wasn’t looking for a relationship. It took someone like him who was unafraid to be my man,” Bullock said.