Another night and here I am Setting in the dark again Another day goes by and still asking why I feel the same constant pain?

Is it my mind, thoughts or my heart Is it an illusion, delusion or confusion I’m not certain

Though certain of the reason and cause The rose falls a part and dies without rain

You see the pain I feel is joyful yet leaves a burning sensation deep within

Not a mistake, a regrettable fun or unforgiven sin

Not a hidden secret of a fruitless past abandoned and left behind like snake’s skin

Not lost hopes, or shattered dreams never came to be

Not lost time or efforts of running for the win It’s the pain of an aching lover Who suffers every hour yet keeps it in