The year 2072 has been a roller-coaster ride for me. So many ups and downs, good decisions and bad decisions have helped me grow better and stronger as a person. Everything happened for the first time.  I was talking about the emotional roller-coaster ride. It was an emotionally exhausting year.

I went on an emotional roller-coaster ride. I was happy, I was sad, I was angry, I was frustrated, I was determined, I was anxious, I was confident, but at the same time I felt vulnerable. So, many unknown feelings I experienced. I lost my grandmother exactly 46 days ago.

I “hated” her, but I am already feeling her absence now. Neither she loved me, nor did I care about her much. She always wanted a grandson and, in return, I wanted a grandfather.  So the harmony did not go well. But, some a couple of months ago, I could clearly notice and feel the changes in her behaviours... — precioussmile04.wordpress.com